The Sovereign Soul

There's this awesome quote from Krishnamurti. It's no measure of health to be well adjusted to a  profoundly sick society. And yesterday I realised—in spite of me knowing that society is very unhealthy and the world is very unhealthy—there has been an element of me that has been trying to fit into this world. Because I don't know if that's just in the DNA of a human being. Like we want to fit in. Somehow we want to succeed at being human. But then I realised: actually, I don't want to fit into this world. There's no part of me that wants to fit into this world. Why the fuck would anyone want to fit into a world that's so fucked up? The soul shock of coming into a body and living whatever life I've lived and having all the experiences that I've had has been a massive challenge. But probably a fraction of a challenge compared to what most people experience in this world. Most people don't even have their basic needs met in a healthy, comfortable, e...

We are living in a really interesting timeline. Things are booming and moving and shaking right now because there is this massive shift about to happen in consciousness. It’s not what we think it’s not external energy coming to save us. It’s consciousness waking up inside us. A homing signal turning on. Through the history of hundreds of millions of years, consciousness has devolved within the realms of this matrix and the greater matrix. Each time a new version of man is created, the consciousness devolves even more. And we are on the cusp of a new kind of human that is going to emerge or be birthed. Human beings as we know it are going to go extinct. I think a few humans will be kept for incubation purposes. But ultimately, transhumanism is on the way. For us to not devolve with the new version of man, we are going to have to exit the matrix. And this is about reclaiming free will. And the only way we can do that is if we are willing to face truth. And truth isn’t always pretty. The...

This is not something I talk about easily. There's always a little bit of apprehension in me. Because what I see and how I talk—I can talk pretty passionately, like this is the way it is. But that's not really how I am at all. I just get excited about putting puzzles together for me. And that's all this is. A step. Maybe it helps you get your next step, or remember something. That's it. I can only choose what makes sense for me. Only you can do the same for you. So here it is. I want to talk about parasites. Parasitic energy. Energetic slavery. Energetic farming. And mostly, parasitic connections. Whatever is holding this earth in the grid that it's holding us in, in the non-physical—it's parasitic. It needs our energy in order to live and survive. Every time we believe that God is everything and above us, and any decision God makes is for our betterment—whether it's a natural disaster, losing everything, "oh it's God's will"—whatever belie...

I wanted to make this  blog and podcast episode because people often have one experience, and that becomes what they identify with for the rest of their life. I have been "searching" most of my adult life for my "thing", only to learn that identifying with the thing keeps you in that thing. And then there's no space to explore something else. I find it really difficult to define myself by anything. I've tried. I've tried so hard. But when I'm done with something, I'm done with it. I had depression. I don't anymore. That left me in my early twenties. I had chronic anxiety and panic attacks. I don't anymore. That left me in my twenties too. I've been through divorce. I worked out how to get through something really painful. And then I was done with that. I've been a mom to four kids. I've done a fairly good job. But by no means am I defined by being a mom. I could have made so many of my life experiences a thing to fit into a ni...

Get access to my free resource library for personal and spiritual development here.   There’s something in the personal and spiritual growth world that really gets under my skin. And to be fair, I’m not innocent in this either. I’ve bought into it plenty of times myself. But what really bothers me is how many people in this space tell you what you should do in order to be happy, or successful, or healed. It’s always presented like it’s so simple. Just do this. Just think that way. Just follow these steps, and then apparently everything in your life will fall into place. You’ll be happy, free and healed. I’ve bought into that messaging before, and I’ve noticed that when I can’t seem to pull off whatever the promised result is supposed to be, I start to feel like I’ve failed. But the more I’ve lived inside this human experience, the more I’ve realised that it’s not the tool that matters most. It’s the person using it. And more specifically, it’s the relationship that person has with ...

Get access to my free resource library for personal and spiritual development here.   I am a single mom of 3 teenagers. A daughter -  17 and identical twin boys -  16.  Raising emotionally intelligent, kind, self aware people has been my primary focus. We have recently made the deal that we will hold a family meeting once a week in order to be able to clear any air between us or talk about what is going on in our lives.  We are all introverted and non communicative when it comes to our personal challenges. This can make our connections feel surface sometimes, and we all prefer depth.  But it also builds up resentment if proper communication and understanding of each other is not given, especially with the twins, they have a deep and different connection that we don't all fully grasp.  Sometimes it comes across like they still think that they are one person when it comes to how they deal with each other.  A lot of unspoken things. The meeting time ...