Is your life a pre-decided blueprint? In other words, has everything already been determined before you are born—the family you choose, the soul contracts you make, the experiences you want to have, or the things you think you have to do? That is the central question.
The great paradox of life is always present: do people choose to wake up before they are born, or do they choose to remain asleep? I honestly think it is both, and I believe my own life demonstrates that. This duality is the paradox. If free will and free choice has been manipulated and hijacked, it does not mean we are always making conscious decisions in the moment. Most people make choices from their unconscious—autopilot choices—which means they are not truly choosing for themselves. These are manipulated choices, and that is not real free will the majority of people on the planet operates from that space.
For those who are awakening—and I believe one can have multiple awakenings—every epiphany, every realisation, every moment we reconnect with a memory of our divinity, is a form of awakening. Each of these mini-awakenings reinforces the blueprint we have already set for ourselves. Awakening is remembering.
Who I was for the first 39 years of my life was a product of the matrix, and I was desperately trying to find my way back to my divinity—to my consciousness, my free will, my freedom to choose, my sovereignty. It took me 39 years to get to the first true remembering and knowing of myself.
If I believe that something else decided what my life would be and what I would experience, I would have no sovereignty. That is not how I see sovereignty, nor how I want to see my life—or, most importantly, my afterlife—playing out. I do not want to think I am on the strings of some puppeteer, that my soul is a thing over which I have no say, and that I simply keep repeating cycles or returning to Earth.
I believe a large portion of what I would call the flawed system—perhaps started millennia ago, or even longer—involves reincarnation. This happens in the afterlife, in the spiritual realm, and then we keep coming back to Earth, perpetuating the flaws and negative conditions of humankind. We are in 2026, and there has been no real progress in humanity. Not being ruled by infinite narcissists, sociopaths, and psychopaths. Yet that is how the world functions. To me, progress means everyone wins, all needs are met and taken care of, empathy, equality, emotional intelligence, not destroying each other, not destroying the Earth, no wars, accepting people's differences, and being more connected to our divinity. People would be self led, have sovereignty and personal power, and when they come into that, they would naturally want the same for others. There would be no power over anyone else.
This is my biggest issue with religion: we give our souls away and hand our power over to some deity in the sky—an energy or being that uses us. Ultimately, I see that the situation on Earth is due to being stuck in a flawed spiritual system mirrored in the physical.
I believe I made a choice before coming to this Earth to have every single experience I have had—from the family I chose to be born into, my parents, siblings, schools, places I have lived, religion, country, culture, the men I have been involved with, the friends I have had, the children I have—every single thing is a soul contract pre-decided in my opinion. I believe I was born to experience what I am experiencing now, personally. I may be wrong, but I think I am living this life to find a way back to my sovereignty and escape this matrix—this energy grid that holds souls in unconsciousness. Every time we are reborn, with no memory of our divinity, we perpetuate the mess on Earth, the flawed systems that view human beings as commodities to grow bank accounts and increase wealth for certain individuals. These lavish experiences can only happen at the expense of others. Sometimes there may be symbiotic arrangements, but globally, it is mostly at the expense of others.
My theory is that the consciousness we die with is the consciousness we are born with, without the memory of the past life, or any part of your eternal souls memory. Whatever you believe happens when you die, it just gets shown to you, and you don't get access to your eternal memory. Instead you only have assess and choose based on the memory of the most current life. Most people remain massively attached to their human experience, the narratives and Earth as the centre of the Universe, soul contracts and groups, and therefore want to come back and re-experience what they are identified with, because they don't know or remember anything else. Then there are the major religions with a godhead that demands you give up your soul for eternal life. Death is the greatest human fear, and it is easy to manipulate people with that fear, keeping them feeding into this flawed place as a "playground".
Some people have good experiences, but most do not.
When a person truly connects to their divinity and realises we are one organism, it becomes hard to enjoy or accept that one person can have a good experience while others suffer. The most important thing is to bring awareness and equality so that all people have a good experience. No exceptions.
So I return to the question: is it pre-decided or manipulated? I say it is both. Life is a paradox. With seven or eight billion people on the planet, there will always be paradoxical choices because people are making choices—consciously or unconsciously, knowingly or unknowingly, willingly or unwillingly—and manipulation through systems on Earth and especially after death is real, whether you want to believe it or not. Some people will know this and try to break free; many, however, still buy into the system.
Most believe Earth is the centre of the universe, the only place to have tangible human experiences. Then, because of polarity, they think you must have the bad with the good. But it is not actually necessary. I think that this is very small minded. It is prehistoric functioning of the human brain and emotional intelligence, which is extremely low on a global scale. That is why the world is in its current state. If leaders had true emotional intelligence, everyone would be taken care of and taught to lead themselves, not be dependant of extremely flawed systems. You would not hurt others because you understand we are all the same, and hurting another is hurting yourself.
The biblical principle—do unto others as you would have them do unto you—is a simple thing to live by. But people do not understand that, they feel justified in their actions—whether driven by power or greed—because they are so attached to those identities. Identity attachment is what either allows us to become free or keeps us locked into the matrix.
Maybe I need to believe that I chose everything because it is the only way that I can make sense of the world, my life, and gives me a glimmer of essential hope to get the fuck off this planet and cease to exist after I die. I want to believe my freedom is a choice, not that I am trapped, feeding a fucked up, and excruciatingly painful system for eternity.
Picture credit: Jeremy Thomas
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