The Sovereign Soul

This is not something I talk about easily. There's always a little bit of apprehension in me. Because what I see and how I talk—I can talk pretty passionately, like this is the way it is. But that's not really how I am at all. I just get excited about putting puzzles together for me. And that's all this is. A step. Maybe it helps you get your next step, or remember something. That's it. I can only choose what makes sense for me. Only you can do the same for you. So here it is. I want to talk about parasites. Parasitic energy. Energetic slavery. Energetic farming. And mostly, parasitic connections. Whatever is holding this earth in the grid that it's holding us in, in the non-physical—it's parasitic. It needs our energy in order to live and survive. Every time we believe that God is everything and above us, and any decision God makes is for our betterment—whether it's a natural disaster, losing everything, "oh it's God's will"—whatever belie...

I wanted to make this  blog and podcast episode because people often have one experience, and that becomes what they identify with for the rest of their life. I have been "searching" most of my adult life for my "thing", only to learn that identifying with the thing keeps you in that thing. And then there's no space to explore something else. I find it really difficult to define myself by anything. I've tried. I've tried so hard. But when I'm done with something, I'm done with it. I had depression. I don't anymore. That left me in my early twenties. I had chronic anxiety and panic attacks. I don't anymore. That left me in my twenties too. I've been through divorce. I worked out how to get through something really painful. And then I was done with that. I've been a mom to four kids. I've done a fairly good job. But by no means am I defined by being a mom. I could have made so many of my life experiences a thing to fit into a ni...